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NIX!
Happy happy 20th birthday to you! :) We're the same age now, we're both old now. We're not teenagers anymore. That sucks. But age is just a number! We're still young...sa isip natin. Isip-bata tayong dalawa. Haha. Damayan lang to, tehgurl.
You know what? You always make me cry on my birthday, seriously. Well, maybe not ALWAYS, but most of the time. And I hate that. Masakit sa heart. Ayokong umiyak. Pero dahil mahal kita, ok lang din sa akin umiyak. Kahit humagulgol ako. Oks lang. Kahit ano para sayo. Haha! Medyo kadiring isipin na we've been friends since kinder and di pa tayo nagsasawaan sa isa't-isa. We've been together for so long na siguro kung lalaki't babae tayo, may anak na tayo. And matagal na tayong nagpakasal. Time flies talaga. Parang kailan lang high school pa lang tayo, having lunch, making chismis and all that. Ngayon, third year na tayo. We'll be graduating soon and after, we'll be working na. But even after that, I'm pretty sure we'll stay bestfriends 'til "pigs rain down from heaven and lizards come shooting up from the ground".
It still amazes me how we're still best friends until now even though we're different from each other, yes I know we have things in common but other than that...sobrang iba lang. Sobrang extrovert mo, medyo introvert ako. Mahilig ka sa orgs, ako hindi. Magaling ka mag-photoshop, ako hindi. Magaling ka sumayaw, kumanta, mag-act, ako hindi. Maganda ka. Sexy ka. Matalino ka. Lahat na, na sayo. (cue the most annoying song: Nasayo Na Ang Lahat ni Daniel Padilla, oo, kailangan mong iimagine yang kantang yan. Ganun talaga.)
I know we barely spend time with each other but always know that I'll always be here for you no matter what happens. Pwede mo akong tawagan kahit anong oras and sasagutin ko siya as much as possible, maliban na lang kung nasa CR ako. (mental image, yes.) Kahit wee hours in the morning ka na tumawag, I'll be there for you! Alam mo namang nocturnal ako e. :)
Aaminin ko, hindi ako masyadong mahilig mag-plan ng surprises involving a lot of people. I know na I don't really do much pag birthday mo, yung mga katulad ng ginagawa ng iba mong friends and I know a part of you gets disappointed in me. I'm really sorry, lagi akong nagiguilty. :( Pero kahit kulang ako sa pang-masa na creative efforts, nothing will change between us. Hindi na-eencapsulate ng mga 'surprises' ang pagmamahal ko sayo. The bond we have surpasses that pa, to the point where a simple greeting is enough na (kasi you made me cry ulit dahil lang sa message mo nung birthday ko.). Kung hindi mo pa nahahalata, mas ma-letter akong tao and mas ma-personal.
What we have is unbreakable and it will last forever. I'm sure of it.
I shall quote you again, I love you and that's all you need to know.
Happy 20th, Nix! :)
What we have is unbreakable and it will last forever. I'm sure of it.
I shall quote you again, I love you and that's all you need to know.
Happy 20th, Nix! :)
Kayamanan = Kaligayahan?
Dec. 8th, 2012 08:54 pmHI GUYS! \o/
Alam kong mawiwindang kayo dahil sa tagal tagal kong nawala, bigla na lang akong susulpot ulit at magpopost ng bagong entry sa ibang wika! Teka lang muna't magpapaliwanag muna ako bago kayo tuluyang mawalan ng gana sa pagbasa nito. Ang klase namin ay inatasang gumawa ng isang blog post tungkol sa mga bagay bagay na natalakay namin sa klase, at ito na yung proyekto na kailangan naming kumpletuhin! Alam ko na pangunahing layunin ng biglaan kong pagbalik ay dahil lamang sa isang proyekto pero alalahanin niyo sana na totoo naman ang mga saloobin at kaisipin na mababahagi ko dito sa post na ito! Huwag naman din kayo mag-alala dahil gagawa din ako ng panibagong post kasunod nito na isang direktang pagsasalin ng mag sasabihin ko dito para din mas maiintindihan ng iba kong mga kaibigan dito na hindi makaunawa nito at gustong unawain ang mga sasabihin ko.
O, ano pa nga ba ang gagawin ko kundi simulan na ang tunay na pangunahing dahilan kung bakit ako ay bumalik! :)
( Ano nga ba ang pag-uusapan natin?:) )
Ipapakita ba ng teleseryeng ito ang katotohanan ng buhay ukol sa pagiging mayaman at masaya? Sa ngayon di natin malalaman, pero habang naghihintay tayo sa maaaring maganap sa teleseryeng ito, ito na muna ang isang link sa nakaraan nilang episode! :) Pero kailangan niyong gumawa ng sarili niyong account doon para makanood!
Hmm. Should I still...?
Apr. 23rd, 2011 03:24 pmI haven't been feeling well for the past month. And no, this isn't just an emotional kind of thing. It's about my health. I've been getting some kind of illness, one after the other. It's a bad year for me isn't it?
Anyways. My summer is quite boring. I've already graduated high school about a month ago. It still hasn't quite sunk in. Haven't gone out with my friends, I don't work (except doing small errands for my parents), I just eat, sleep and use the computer. What a sad life! :O
Anyways, I have too much pent up frustration and I'm trying to revive my LJ and use it to vent my emotions. Wow. But, I'm not used to spilling everything. Every single emotion I'm feeling right now. D: I have too much problems, things that I'm told to not think about and such. D: But I can't.
I have friends, best friends at that. But why do I feel like I'm not part of them at all? They talk to each other all the time, but, nothing reaches me at all. Why do I feel like I'm always the one trying to reach them instead of them actually wanting to talk to me? Am I such a boring person? Is there something wrong with me? Am I just a bad influence? A third, fourth, fifth wheel? I've never actually felt like they even tried to understand me.
Maybe it really is better to always have another set of friends. *sighs*
Anyways. My summer is quite boring. I've already graduated high school about a month ago. It still hasn't quite sunk in. Haven't gone out with my friends, I don't work (except doing small errands for my parents), I just eat, sleep and use the computer. What a sad life! :O
Anyways, I have too much pent up frustration and I'm trying to revive my LJ and use it to vent my emotions. Wow. But, I'm not used to spilling everything. Every single emotion I'm feeling right now. D: I have too much problems, things that I'm told to not think about and such. D: But I can't.
I have friends, best friends at that. But why do I feel like I'm not part of them at all? They talk to each other all the time, but, nothing reaches me at all. Why do I feel like I'm always the one trying to reach them instead of them actually wanting to talk to me? Am I such a boring person? Is there something wrong with me? Am I just a bad influence? A third, fourth, fifth wheel? I've never actually felt like they even tried to understand me.
Maybe it really is better to always have another set of friends. *sighs*
